My dad was diagnosed with testicular cancer in December and until now I thought that they took care of it and it's gone. Lately he's been sleeping a lot. He goes to bed around 11 and wakes up around 630 but then I've noticed that he's been taking naps when he gets home from work. Long naps sometimes 2 or 3 hours. I know sleepiness is a side effect of his medication but not this much. I over heard my mom and him talking and it's aparently not normal and it's a lot worse than they led me to believe. He might not be around in a year or two. I'm really scared and the one person I turn to to talk and comfort me is Kaylee and she's dealing with her own problems. Tonight I didn't really want to talk about it so she didn't push me but then she had a fight with her mom about money and so she turned to me but I can't handle her stress and mine so I pushed her away. Now I'm starting to regret it. I'm getting to the point where I just want to disappear. I'm tired of hearing her problems and having to deal with mine when I can't help her. I can't do anything about her money problems or her mom. I just don't know what to do anymore. I'm not much of a talker when it comes to problems and then they get blown up at small things that shouldn't matter. Why can't life just be easy?
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